Mandi, 25, living in Arizona. Kyle is the one I love, and he happens to be in the Army. Currently at GCU getting a Master's in Professional Counseling. My family is my everything, my best friends.
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I need to be on Tumblr more, I feel like I’ve missed out on all your lives! It’s kind of odd how attached and involved I can feel about some people I’ve never met/don’t even know I exist. Well now you know I think about a lot of you often. Hopefully that doesn’t sound creepy…
Anywho… I started a new class in group counseling. Each class starts with a group counseling session with all of the students being the clients. I hate that I have so much anxiety in those situations, I really need to work on that. Perhaps this will give me that opportunity. I’ll make an effort next class to talk about something, even though the topic will be boundaries and I don’t think I have any issues with that. Then again, maybe I do and I don’t even know it.
I was told today my job position will be eliminated July 15th. I’ve been there 7 years. Everyone keeps telling me the positives of the situation, and I get it, but I kind of just want to be wallow a little. In a few days I’ll pick myself up and work on finding a better job, I will. But right now I’m just sad.
Someone on my Facebook went from Married to SIngle, back to Married, then to Single again. I feel like you should know whether you are married or not. I know he definitely was at one time so…
I think it’s time to figure that out.
I feel like I’m in a soap opera or something.
I’m going through my old posts and found this one, so I thought I’d give an update. So the engagement happened. I was there, friends were there, and EVERYBODY knew what was going to happen. Everyone, even the soon-to-be-bride. It was so awkward. The first person she hugged was her friend, and after that they didn’t even really spend any time together. If I just got engaged I would be hanging on to my man alllll night. But maybe that’s just me. Cut to about a month later and he tells Kyle that, guess what? we’re married….
Can’t say I’m shocked, but he didn’t even tell Kyle so he could be a witness or anything. And he told him the ONLY reason I’m telling you is because you might see some things for me in the mail. Not because, hey, you’re my best friend! Nope. Now no one knows but us and whoever they had as witnesses, and he’s deployed and she’s planning their wedding for 2014. It’s just all so odd to me. I’m betting that everyone finds out and they will be soooooo mad. I would be if my daughter is married and didn’t even tell me. A marriage based on a lie. That’s awesome. These are just my feelings, I understand they can do whatever they want, but I feel it to be rushed and not thought out at all.
I went to my first Passion Party last night. I have to say, it was very informative and empowering. Every lady should be in tune with their bodies. I told Kyle about it and some things I bought and he just said, “Hm”. I’m sure he’ll thank me later ;)
Finding where we are going out to eat on Valentine’s Day is giving me anxiety. It shouldn’t be this hard! I want it to be romantic, but not too expensive. And they have to be open kind of late because I have class that night. The one place I wanted isn’t even taking reservations and I know we wouldn’t be able to get a table without a super long wait.
Oh, what to do, what to do.
I would just make food and stay in but that’s not going to happen. Or I could make Kyle do it. Hmmmm….
Since I can’t go to Hawaii with Kyle this year (he’s going twice for training), I’m trying to think of somewhere we can take a trip together. It will probably just be driving to the California coast. But I’ll be excited no matter what! :)
Now that the holidays are over, my job is back to being so incredibly boring.
Blah. At least I have the internets.